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What reflected while i looked in the mirror.. Tuesday, March 06, 2007
bop to the topTuesday, March 06, 2007
Sometimes when i was showering..i would start thinking alot of things. Like,i do really want to know how is she really like. And i guess she must be really cheerful unlike me. She must be a good spoker unlike me staggering everytime infront of crowds. She must be like the sun in any crowd,always so pretty and radiant. And sometimes i really wondered who is she. While..really i always think..why should i be sulking all the time. Why should i be thinking so much. Why am i always the one that doesnt really get as much attention than anybody? Why everyone is only 3-,ins interested in me? For my well-being or anything(except (js)2) Well..i guess i have no charisma at all.0. Sometimews i really think that..how bout i did be nothing at all. Nothing that could be concerned or cared. N-o-t-h-i-n-g. I see her crying today.And it hit me.Thinking about the reason of why she'd break down. And it let to a lot of things in my mind. You know..its a person who is really slow. But my imagination is really wild. And somehow i can switch my thinking really quick like first i wanted yellow,then i wanted blue,then i want yellow again.I cant make up my mind. It's like some sort of two characters in me. I dont know whats going on. |
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