faith always loses hope, like electric sparks in my heart


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Friday, May 05, 2006
Friday, May 05, 2006
bop to the top
I was with *********************************************
the okay went to cs.me?...no one wanna talk to me mah..fine lor..wateva.
then on the escalator dunno wat the hell they doing.me?angry..rush to toilet,hope they won't find me.Then when i got out ..saw val hah my first test they failed.they didn;'t even bother to find me like that although i saw then coming down from the escalator.
Then later met them up at Mickey mouse shop..Nice shirt pink..
Bought le on the way to tampines,finally someone came to talk to me,i cannot stand le then i break down.test 2,i said i was having headache.I went to the toilet crying buckets ..not headache very long i try to hold back the rain le,but i can;t stop it from rushing out for the war.My words they cannot understand de.Cos i am a lamer sicko ,idiot,or a bitcchhc.Hah then went back to mac find them ,chanapa asked ni ke yi mah?tou tong ah?(passed)Val want me to buy panadol?(passed).But dunno who bought the apple pie.(but really i was hungry seeing them eat the fries i dare not go and take.
In times book shop.I look through the dan brown's bks.Then val spotted horoscope bks when i turned to a page i think jy will find it intersting..i went searching thru the shelf like mad,but finally found one book.Went to her and tell her want to read this?(pointing to the title)But she denied.Then she and val took the book,she somemore say its intersting.Oh...okie lor..i roughly know wat le.Then chat chat chat..she told me about somethings then ok lah i not angry le.Then later went to look at hp okie i totally ok le(not feeling neglected le..)At least finally they took 1/'8 of the time to notice me and talk to me more.

Who knows what next timw will happen?
night sky falls agin..
The rain will pour,
but they don't understand,
but if they did they won't really remember,
so whats the point for raining on a fine day?
Test doesn't really counts,
for once they did realised,
but later i guess its the same way again.
see its like not the reception problem,
its that they don;t understand ,
so what if they understand,
later they treat me like virus,
the outcomes cannot be told..

honesty is the best policy