Inever ever thot that u actually don't know that i concern so much about u....Okie i guess i am too negative at many tings..and yet u are the one who cheer me up at the end of the whole..i read yr blog and see that u were refering someone ....I have a strong feeling that it is me...but i am not angry of wat u did ,but yet u actually said more things which i didn't notice about yr feeling although i thot i did..And i am REALLY SORRY..I know its hard for u to acceot my apology although i have hurt u so much in the inside i just hope that after tis u can feel the happiness of friendship from not only me but all the friends around u..
Remember the day which i was so bu shuang and sad and angry when vivian told u??Actuall iot was partly about u ,valerie,velda and camelia..Now i am going to tell the reason for that i was so upset.Vivian told me ,she ,val,vel and camelia wants to make a surprise birthday celebration for u and i was like..heartbroken becus they actually plan it without me plus i thot that the day on yr birthday WE could have fun together and i was really excited when u told me that u want to take pictures with us on yr birthday.Actually when u ask me certain things and i siad no i am not angry actually its half a lie.I was really angry and i felt that there's a sharpened sword poking into my heart but you are one of my very best friend to me..although u may treat me as a good friend or less than that.But the truth is that my anger will be gone as long as i see yr laughter so it means that u really brighten the day for me.All this things i wrote is not a lie its really coming from my heart and i wish that u understand ..Even if the wounds were to heal i know there's still a scar in your heart.And i wish that i can change it from yrs to mine but can;t cos i have much much more scarss on my heart but all of them were not ou who cos it to be left there.It was past thru my pri yrs but it stopped ever sinced the end of pri six.
I know how u feel ,but maybe u think i don't but i can understand y.I really love u as a Friend of cos and the things is that no body can take the place out of it but u..there is just a place name for u and itsonly u to occupy it.It goes the same for amirii ,ching ting and danette there is places for them and all of them are special but for u,u are sitting the most special sit in all of them..I hope i could have a medicine to cure yr heart but i just don't know how but i shall try my best not to be sacastic at stuffs or to make u unhappy..Don't feel depress pls cos if any of the special ones in my heart does i will too..