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Saturday, April 01, 2006
Saturday, April 01, 2006
bop to the top
I have read your blog..and i think that it was me....i just have this special feeling..and dp you noe that i actually care for u?(i m not angry)But i really really care for u I don;t reamember about the bubble tea thingy but i do care for u..maybe u think that this is all a lie but it all comes form my heart.Remember the day that i was so upset??Vivian told u to console me rite??And u did.U were very good at this.Wat can i do if it wasn't for u??Do u know why i was so upset???..the reason was that vivian,val ,veldaand camelia were planning to make a surprise birthday celebration with uand i was not even told of the surprise thingy untill that day..and i was upset beuz i thot that we will have a great time that day doing fun stuffs to celebrate together with the rest..But u said its with ct..Anyway i was really excited when u said if we wanted to go and take pictures on yr birthday and i was really really excited..but their surprise may be occupying the scedule or take up the whole time maybe,,the WHOLE day..I was really depressed and felt the end of the whole...
But pls to noe that i really LOVE u as a FRIEND.And its not just a friend but a special one as well.U have occupy the special sit in my heart which its only meant for u and nbody can take it away.It goes the same for amirii,ct and danette as well.But u have occupied the most special one in all of them. I know even if u had yr wounds healed..you still be left with a scar..and i don't wish that to happen,if only i can get a special medicine to cure it and leave no trace, how nice will it be??..PLs dun feel so upset and discourage,I will try my best to make u feel much better.And i can assure that.Plus do u know that when u asked me if i am alrite or if i am angry and i saiad no??The truth is that it was half a lie,because i was really upset and angry and NOT feeling okay,but aslong as i see u laughing away feeling happy i will be happy too.I really regard u you as a true and special friend.Or even a best best friend even though i know u treat me as a good friend or maybe less than that,but i can't help it u jus can;t be taken away by the seat.

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