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Monday, March 27, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
bop to the top
Haizz!!!!!Ber....todae very the funny hahaz bt i am with no expression no body asked or find out..maybe they think i always lian chou chou very normal bcuz i very wat..or maybe talk behind my back...Hiaz just dun understand them at all.Todae Vivian cry juz bcuz of something which she is imaginating.
She FLOODED the table u know!!!!Wow strong tears!..:p Then Camelia took up the subject..wow u got so many hairs on yr body,ay u have moustarche leh.Then added on u LOOK like a MAN!...AT that moment without any moment for further thots i start acting up again..wo bu shuang.Does she know that from p3 all to the way now i have been crying more than 15kg of tears jsut bcuz of that..and i have really try hard to say yah i have "them".To admitte the truth..their words just came out straight of wat they thot without any further thinking i guess..but i think it is so unfair for me..THe whole day know i have been thinking about this thing already..b4 Camelia and Veldah has even talk to me i thot i was transparent but when they did i was so opaque that they need to go on details on my face and my APPEARANCE..I just hope i dun even exist in the school now so many things had been hard for me while the others are so happy but when they meet just one small insy winsy tiny problem they frown or bu shuang...:X Argh..i just can't get it right.
Now to make my day even worst Ws told me that Jian she said i was bitchy and all those bad thins about me..Well i can be ugly ,hairy,and BO but y must u all do this?..I ReAlLy HatE it i feel like dying rite at this moment..

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